A nice take on love and relatioship

"Is it that when people want to search for one girl friend and then you also simply want to find one? Following others? I'm lonely, but I'm confident; I maybe made a few mistakes in my speech, but I know what I try to express; I know I'm lack of socialize, didn't dare to speak in public, but at least, I'm improving and get myself stronger. But there is always contradiction that when you become stronger, richer and better, people will start to look at you in different angle. For instance, when you're richer, people who wants to be with you is actually want grab the benefit of yours, it's realistic world. No one want to get a friend like this. If there is someone also, they are nuts, probably want to show off themselves."

What's quoted above is a part of a journal written by a close friend of my (Hey M3lancholy Lavend3r, if you're reading this, I really hope you don't mind me borrowing you're toughts for my own blog :P) I somehow find it quite interesting and kinda meaningful, and so I decided to post it up here and also add some of my personal comments.

Well, in many ways, I'm some sort like him, still single and loney all the time, miss having someone to care for and I can't socialize well, and prefere to talk personally rather than publically. The only difference is unlike him, I'm lack of confidence when it comes to relationship.

And yeah, I do strongly agree that we get into a relationship only because we love that someone, not because all of our friends have a partner, we're also desperate for one. Simply jump into one will only be suicidal....

Finally, my blog is complete~

Yeah, the final piece of this blog has been put in place, that is the picture of me. Well, that picture of a ugly guy you're seeing there, that's me. Nothing to shout about, I'm just so anti-photogenic. And if you think that's bad enough, there are some picture even worst, but oh well, you've gotta be kidding if you think I'm gonna post it here and make myself a laughing item :P.

Anyway, my dad just got a new digital camera, that's why I'm able to post a picture of myself here. See, how pathetic.

Now if only i can find something nice to shoot :D.

ps: I'm not resposible for any emotional distress cause by viewing that not so pleasant picture of me, or any picture that I mighta post it up here.

Updates: Some songs added to the blog

As u might notice now, there's a player at the top left of this page, well, it's a embeded player to play some songs here. It was suppose to loop through all the songs in the list, but unfrotunetly, that's not the case. Instead, it'll loop between the same song selected. Therefore, if u'r interested in hearing any song in the drop-down menu there, pls click on the song and click play.

I don't think this bug will be fix anytime soon, if ever being fixed, as it's a java code and it's not written by me. So there's no way i can fix this myself, unfortunetly.

Anyway, from time to time, I'll add new, or old songs into the list there. Of course, the songs added will be the ones that I like :-)

Enjoy.

The value in Samy Vellu

Samy Vellu was visiting India when he fell and broke his jaw and was unable to speak. Being the great leader that he was, he continued his grand tour. On the last week of his visit, the RTM crew was present for his press conference.

Although unable to speak, Samy insisted on sending a message home to his Cabinet colleagues. Samy caught a chicken and showed it to camera. He next took a goat, and showed it to the camera. Finally he took a bag and displayed in front of the camera. Dr Ling was the first to see the video clips. He said : "Samy is telling us that India has insufficient food because he showed us chicken and goat,and he wants Malaysia to donate bags of rice."

Mahathir watched silently then said: "No lah! What Samy is trying to say is he is coming back!!! The whole Cabinet was puzzled and look to Mahathir for an explanation. Mahathir reasoned : "Ayam Kambing Bag"
(I am coming back!!!)

2005

Happy new year!

Well, at the least i hope mine will be a happy one, though I know chances are next to impossible. No one life's perfect afterall. But well, actually there are somethings that I hope will be better this year around as compare to last year. As always, i want the goods to stay and the bad to change. 2004 has been up and down, well it's more like up-down-down-down-up-down-down-down. Yeah, full of downs that I wish had never happend and ups that i wish I can go back to that time to enjoy it once again and right all the wrong. But oh well, better get back to reality.

I'm not use to making any new year resolution, only because I know that i'll never achive it, unless I were to make a resolution that I wanna stay alive for the whole year :P

This year celebration was kinda nice for me, coz i BBQ with my friends, which is well, something, unlike previously where I'll just watch the fireworks on TV. But sad thing is that this year, there was no public celebration due to the unfortunet tsunami event. It was a waste as from my friends apartment, we had a wonderful view of downtown. If only there were some real fireworks...Anyway, fun time's over. unfortunetly, I'm still a student, and well, sooner or later I'll have to start studying. So, I'll have to try my best to start now. But starting is one thing. How much is another.

Anyway, this year, I hope to be a better person, and minimise the amount of mistake that i'll make, I can't eliminate it completely, but well, maybe lesser than last year.

Have a nice 2005 :-)