Saturday, January 22, 2011

After All These While...

F - G - G/F - Em - Am7
If we can return to its original position
F - G - C - C7
Perhaps this feeling can be eternal
F - G - G/F - Em - Am7
If we can return to its original position
F - G - C
Perhaps there will not be a period between

Sometimes I wonder where I might have been, had my life not went down the way it did in the past years. How I got here wasn't about what I did, but perhaps it was what I never did. Who would have known that despite how easy everything was back then, once we grow up, who we are makes a difference.

I'm still this loser who doesn't have a social life. The only difference is that now it matters, as everyone else moves forward with new people of equal social standard. I guess I ended up being this undesirable character trait in people's eye. But I guess what really hurt the most is when your very own close friend no longer sees you the way they used to.

I don't ask for this life any more than anyone else do. I know the hell hole I'm in right now, I'm beginning to see that perhaps there's only one way out, other than jumping off a bridge that is. But what I did not see was losing an important friendship too. Perhaps I've been too long in this hole, I wished I knew I would be losing a friendship too, besides slowly wreaking my own future.

Sometimes I wished my life had a reset button. There comes a point where the path forward becomes meaningless.

And sometimes, I forgets. People forgets sometimes...

F - G - C
Perhaps there will be no time limit between