Mockingbird

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that other limb
What you crying about?
You got me
Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that ?
limb up?
little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas
I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for youI'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad

Rap it like Eminem

Try rapping the following lyric as in the song Stan :-)

Chorus
A lump of coal I'm wondering why,
I got out of bed at all.
I can't believe it's Christmas morning,
and there's no gift at all.
I thought that this was supposed to be,
A day to deck the halls.
But he forgot again,
and I'm so mad, I'm so mad.

Dear Santa,
I wrote but you ain’t' brought me nuthin',
I sent you a whole gift list,
But I still hadn't got none.
I sent to letters back in autumn,
You must not have got em'.
There probably was a problem with the elf's up there or sumthin'.
Maybe them midgets didn’t know that Christmas was coming.
But anyway, fuck it,
What’s been up man how's your reindeer?
I put cookies on the roof for them to eat when they get here.
You missed my house this time,
That's OK, maybe next year.
Wake my ass up then and we'll have a light beer.
On my list was some things that I want you to bring me.
When you get a chance, please drop em' all down my chimney.
What I asked you for was playstation from Sony,
And Play-dough, and Lego's, and skates and a pony.
That's all I want, and this year I been good.
So please, fill up that sack and swing by my hood,
If you could,
Truly yours, you’re biggest fan,
This is Stan.

Chorus

Dear Santa,
I can't believe that you forgot me again.
Ain't shit sittin' underneath the tree in my den.
You didn't bring Play-dough or Lego’s or Sony.
How am I supposed to get to school with no skates or a pony?
I saw you at the mall, singin' about with your choir,
When my friend called you fake,
yo I called him a liar.
Now I'd like to grab your neck and set your beard on fire.
You know that song about the grandma who got run over, by the reindeer,
Who came down and landed right on her.
She got crushed on Christmas eve, now me and grandpa we believe.
That's kind' like this is, you coulda' made me believe too.
Now its too late,
I'm about to convert to a Jew.
And all I wanted was a lousy gift under the tree.
But now I'm fucked up, cuz' you forgot me.
I love you Santa, we coulda' been together, think about it.
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it.
And when you dream, (Stanley) Mom I'll be down in a minute.
I hope you dream about elf’s kicking you in the nuts,
And Frosty the snowman icing you up the but.(Stanley!) Ok ma'.
Santa I'll explain this real simple.
I'm going to see the rabbi, he’s waitin' down at the temple.
Even circumcision can't be much worse that what I been through.
So next year at this time, send a filter fish.
Happy Hanukah Saint dick,
Cuz' Stan's turning Jewish.

Chorus

Ho ho ho, Dear Stan,
I meant to write you sooner, but this year I been busy.
Santa Claus feel real bad he didn't come down your chimney.
Dangit all too, cuz you ain't been naughty, you been nice.
Guess Santa Claus checked his list once, but forgot to do twice.
Oh well, that's the way things go at the North Pole.
Sometimes hard to remember, Santa Claus gettin' old.
But what’s this here about you becomin a Jew?
And cuttin' on your ding-dong, is that what they do?
Hold up right there, cuz that’s sum crazy ass shit.
Santa Claus don't let nobody chop on his dick.
And what the hell you talkin' about us being together?
That type of thing there, that's for men who wear leather.
That's gay talk right there, that's H-O-M-O.
You sendin' this here letter from San Francisco?
(That's good. San Fran-sisco. That could keep me going right there.)
But anyways, oh what the hell, ohh yeah.
Don't be so gay, and about turnin' Jewish,
Call my lawyer say "Orvet".
Hang on in one more year, you got a gift comin'.
Santa Claus gonna' bring you a nice, blonde white woman.
And if Stan ain't to good, she'll look like Kate Hudson.
And that Kate Hudson, put her right up on lap,
And make all kind' sex, on his trouser shorts.
(Mmm,Hmm)Alright then I gotta go whippin' back on elf.
Marry Christmas Stan,
And don’t play with yourself.
Ho ho ho.

My ride

In a virtual world driven by a slice of silicon that goes by the name of Northwood, or better know as Pentium 4 C, that is...in a real world, I'll never have the money to get one of this cars, let alone outrageously modding it.

It's from the latest installement from the Need For Speed series, NFS:U 2

What a boring day

Man, that was the third lyrics that I've posted today. this is a clear evidence that I'm gettin' bored outta my skull.

Anyway, it's the semester breaks again. As a guy whom lead a boring life, there's nothing much that I can do to fill my holidays but to sit infront my pc and meditate. Just can't wait for next sem to start. In the mean time, I'll spend my free time busy praying as my result are out next week. These are one of those days where I'm really relegious :-D~

~[ Loner In Love ]~

It was an amazing end to the perfect day
Sun sinking low in the sky
We sat and watched all the dolphins swim in the bay
That crazy look in your eye

We ran in slow motion over the sand
Into the ocean holding your hand
But then it gets hazy
And I lose you and then that's when

I wake up scared to phone her
Realise I'm a loner in love
It's still the same old story
Tears of morning glory no luck
That's the reason why my life sucks, very much
Being a loner in love

The next day I ran into your current boyfriend
Told him what we did last night
Before my story had even got to the end
He challenged me to a fight

I ran in slow motion away from him
But he caught up with me, kicked my teeth in
Now I've got no chance cos'I can't even grin
No nothing's changed and...

I'm way too scared to phone her
Realise I'm a loner in love
It's still the same old story
Tears of morning glory no luck
That's the reason why my life sucks, very much
Being a loner in love

We ran in slow motion over the sand
Into the ocean holding your hand
But then it gets hazy
And I lose you and then that's when

I wake up scared to phone her
Realise I'm a loner in love
It's still the same old story
Tears of morning glory no luckT
hat's the reason why my life sucks, very much
Being a loner in love

Being a loner in love, you know that it sucks

***These Words***

Threw some chords together
The combination D-E-F
Is who I am, is what I do
No one’s gonna let it down for you
Try to focus my attention
But I feel so A-D-D
I need some help, some inspiration
(But it’s not coming easily)
Whoah oh…

Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Don’t you know, don’t you know, don’t you know?
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later

These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There’s no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you…

Written by Ricelli and Keys
Resided in over a heartbeat
I’m having trouble saying what I mean
With dead poets and drum machines
I know I had some studio time, but
But I couldn’t find a killer hook
Now you’re gonna raise the bar right up
Nothing I write is ever good enough

These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There’s no other way
To better sayI love you, I love you…

I’m getting off my stage
The curtains pull away
No hyper bowl to hide behind
I’m naked, so exposed
Whoah.. oh.. oh.. oh..
Whoah.. oh..

Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later

These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There’s no other way
To better sayI love you…
I love you...

That's all i got to say
Can't think of a better way
And thats all i got to say

I love you, is that ok....

~Why~

Look at me up in the sky
I watch the world just pass me by
And all my feelings give me away
It's happening more everyday

Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great

But how can I try to explain
Your story never seems to stay the same
You're out of touch and I'm out of time
Just talk to me a while
And joke about the things we used to see
It's so hard for me to smile

I've never felt so alone

After all of this there's so much left to lose
And I've taken pieces home
I promise you I never meant to

But how can I complain?
When everybody seems to know my name
You're out of luck and I'm out of line
It's such a selfish compromise
Self indulgent, useless, bunch of lies
I never thought you would believe

Hold me now don't wake me up
Pull me down and then back up
All again for all to see
Low down whisper and guilty stare
Your stagnant beauty makes me glare
Silly games in the sunIn the sun
In the sun
Ooh in the sun

But how can I complain?
Your story never seems to stay the same
I'm out of luck and you're out of line
It's such a selfish compromise
Self indulgent, useless, bunch of lies
I never thought you would believe

Go!

Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Loving you would be so easy
Loving you could be so great

Maybe a change would keep me high
Stop me thinking and wondering why