Operator, The Line Is Dead

I guess I never wanted this
Another 'ever after' kiss
Operator, the line is dead
Oh no, it's only me and all the walls inside my head

And for the record, I was lost
With only one road I could not cross
And that's the road that takes me here
Oh no, not again
This is where it started

Oh operator, the line is dead...

-Adepted from Jason Lo's Operator

Untitled

It doesn't matter what I say
I just can't stay here every yesterday
Like keep on trying out
The way we tried it
Every way to smile
Forget
And make-believe you never needed
Any more than this

Oh it doesn't matter what I do
I know I'll never really get inside of you
To make your eyes catch fire
The way they should
The way the blue could pull me in
If they only would
If they only could
At least I'd lose this sense of sensing something else
That hides away
From me and you
There're worlds to part
With aching looks and breaking hearts
And all the prayers your hands can make
Oh I just take as much as you can throw
And then throw it all away
Oh I throw it all away
Like throwing faces at the sky
Like throwing arms around
Yesterday
I stood and stared
Wide-eyed in front of you
And the face I saw looked back
The way I wanted to
But I just can't hold my tears away
The way you do

Believe me I never wanted this
I thought this time I'd keep all of my promises
I thought this were the dream I always dreamed about
But I let the dream go
And the promises broke
And the make-believe ran out

So it doesn't matter what you say
I just can't stay here every yesterday
Like keep on acting out the same
The way we act out
Every way to smile
Forget
And make-believe we never needed
Any more than this

And every time I try to pick it up
Like falling sand
As fast as I pick it up
It runs away through my clutching hands
But there's nothing else I can really do
There's nothing else I can really do
At all...

Phew, finally decided to took some time off to post here.

The pass few days has been pretty busy, almost hectic. A series of mid trimester exams, lab session and, oh well, I ain't complaining though. Its sometimes good ya know, in a way. Its like, it just keeps me busy, keeps my mind occupide, so not to wanders away into stuff that ya know, better off left to let it be. Its hard, but I just don't wanna be bugged by those stuff. I'm just so affraid of screwing everything that's left here.

And oh, hadn't had much luck lately. My broadband line as been pretty buggy over the past few days, ever since they came to fix it. I don't know why, its like, it comes online for few hours, and then goes off a couple of hours and return later.

And my labs, oh well it sucks ass big time. Both lab that I had, I just don't have any solutions to it. Screw it.

Anyway, I'm just taking some time off, finishing off a FPS title, and now playing another one, Serious Sam 2, heh. And at the good ol six string, finally I'm begining to get the 7 basic open chords (5 major chords and 2 minor chords). I know, its nothing to shout about as every tom dick harry casual players out there could get those chords right, but well, I'm not into big timer anyway. I've totally forgot on how to read the notes for god sakes XD. Next, I'll have to do barred chords, damn those chords are a nightmare.

Oh well, I'll stop here. Fingers crossed better luck ahead.

Is there love, tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, can we get it right?

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

And even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

Hornet MIA for 36 hours....

...but I could swear it felt eternal.

On Wednesday eveving, as I was happily surfing the net, it came all of a sudden, all connection stalled, not a single bit was transfered into my comp. Broadband downed. I was taken offline. The following day, I made a report, and on Firday, a technician showed up and in 20 minutes time, I'm back online. Uh, yeah, I was s surprise it took just a day for the technician to arrive from the time of report. Awkward? Not if you're dealing with the ISP here. If I posted it up at the forum, there's gonna be people that accuse me of working for TmNet, my father, grandfather, anchester working for TmNet and so on.

But hey, did I mention something about blessing in disguise? Well, I don't know if he ran out of coffee that morning or what, but he must have gave the wrong capping as he was solving the problem at their port there, and I got a 1024Mbps line. Well, no complain there of course. I love 'em.

Hornet MIA for 36 hours....

...but I could swear it felt eternal.

On Wednesday eveving, as I was happily surfing the net, it came all of a sudden, all connection stalled, not a single bit was transfered into my comp. Broadband downed. I was taken offline. The following day, I made a report, and on Firday, a technician showed up and in 20 minutes time, I'm back online. Uh, yeah, I was s surprise it took just a day for the technician to arrive from the time of report. Awkward? Not if you're dealing with the ISP here. If I posted it up at the forum, there's gonna be people that accuse me of working for TmNet, my father, grandfather, anchester working for TmNet and so on.

But hey, did I mention something about blessing in disguise? Well, I don't know if he ran out of coffee that morning or what, but he must have gave the wrong capping as he was solving the problem at their port there, and I got a 1024Mbps line. Well, no complain there of course. I love 'em.