It's Not Broken. It's Just My Own..

It's hard to believe I've been on this planet for 3 decades. If someone asked me a decade ago where would I be today, I would never have guessed I would be anywhere close to where I am today.

Where I am today, is a strange place to be. It's nothing to be proud of, there ain't any rainbows or butterflies here. As a matter of fact, most people would never want to be where I am today. 

But this is the life I was given, and I've grown to be comfortable under my skin. I'm content being where I am today, even if this isn't the path I would have chosen for myself way back when. It's not an empty place anyway, it has it's own blessings I should have saw a long time ago.

It's not broken. It's just my only own path I was given.

I'm doing ok.

And maybe someday, I'll even be truly happy. (Imagine that!). Until then, I'll just have to make the best of what I have, even if it isn't much.

I just need reminding every once in awhile.