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Finally 3rd paper settled. It wasn't any better than the last two I must say. But after the third paper, i had to admit that I'm very tired already of all of this. After days of studying and stuff, i just wish the break will come soon. even if 2 months will bored me to death, let it be.


Anyway, speaking of which, I had just a moment ago put this line as my YM status: "Dreaming of studying electronics....and thinking of how dream is as far as it gets." It's just a pointless crap there as i've never in my life dream to study =P. But it somehow it suddenly trigger my mind to wonder into all the things that I had always dream of all this time, some in the pass too.


This dream is, in other words are my wish, my hopes, it's all the things that i always wanted all this while. And I had realize that, oh boy, how many of my dream actually just came and flew by. Most of it was nothing more than a dream. But then again, I realize that most of it i was happy enough to see it go. Had those thing happend, I wouldnot have been who i am today, i would not be at where i am today. Of course there were some that i regreted never had it, but I like being here today. Although my life's full of short comings and empty desire, I'm still glad to be who i am today.


Till here only for today. I'll call it a day and go to bed now. Oh, I hope I'll have a nice dream tonight, probably of something I always wanted but not possible in real life. At least I can enjoy it for a moment in my dream, even if it's just a dream. That's as much as i could ever hope for.


Good night world.