Indeed, I messed up badly
What was I thinking

I keep trying to fix this part of me but boy did I suck at it. Much worse is that I couldn't hide all of this away. Probably I let slip and it showed somewhere, I don't know.

Why did I let myself do this? I complicated something so good.

Served me right then, I'm devastated now.

I'm such an asshole sometimes...

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I've been the reason for all this complications
And I will put the blame on me
I put the blame on me