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Lately, i dunno how i'm feeling. Mix felings maybe? Oh well, forget bout it first. Anyway, these few days, although i can somehow breath easier, there's still alot of things going in my mind. It just keep replaying over and over again, and i know it won't stop till there's a solution to it. Well, amybe I'm just thinking too much anyway. But those thing just can't be left like that though, time doens't fix everything.
Well, maybe luck playes a hand in this too. It's just ironic how the unimaginable thing could just happend in reality. What's the worst that could have happend? I never tought it all would have end up like this. It's such a pathetic thing.
Oh well, guess i'm feeling tired. Will go to be in awhile more. how i wish i could wake up the next morning and find that this is all just a nightmare.