Torment of Tantalus
This is a checklist I don't hope anyone else would ever had to have one to his/her name:
Those questions came raining down like a pile of bricks. He knows he's done too much too many damages, but naturally he keeps wishing and hoping against all hopes that he could somehow redeem himself. Somehow, no abracadabra there either.
Whats a guy like him was to do anyway. Being her friend was the only thing he ever really cared about and yet time and again he fails to be anything more than just a friend who bugs her online every now and then. There is a reason why he's a pathetic loser with no friend, and this curse is something that some people just have to live with for the rest of their life. Its not a choice, I don't think anyone really choose to live a lonely and pathetic life. Its just like a tumor that won't go away.
He had strong feelings for her all these years, that's one thing that makes her different from the rest. But there's a reason why he had those feelings, and what do you do when you meet someone who's that great of a person? You like them, you wants to be their friend, you wants to be close to them, and that was his problem. Despite all the feelings he had for her, she's still something that he's just destined to fail in - socializing.
Her friendship meant the world to him, its just the one friendship that he do anything or stood any low just to sustain it. But socializing is a tough bun, it goes both ways. When you sucks at it, no matter what you do, you just can't magically will the other person to see your friendship the same way you do about her friendship. He fails at being the friend she deserve, and so she or anyone would only see him for the failure he is.
What a dumb life he's in. Weird. Then again he's emotionally retarded and socially handicap. Probably its not that weird after all.
- Realizes an important someone resent him
- Heartbroken
- Left wondering what went so wrong
- What can he do to redeem himself?
- Will this person ever be able to truly forgive him someday?
Those questions came raining down like a pile of bricks. He knows he's done too much too many damages, but naturally he keeps wishing and hoping against all hopes that he could somehow redeem himself. Somehow, no abracadabra there either.
Whats a guy like him was to do anyway. Being her friend was the only thing he ever really cared about and yet time and again he fails to be anything more than just a friend who bugs her online every now and then. There is a reason why he's a pathetic loser with no friend, and this curse is something that some people just have to live with for the rest of their life. Its not a choice, I don't think anyone really choose to live a lonely and pathetic life. Its just like a tumor that won't go away.
He had strong feelings for her all these years, that's one thing that makes her different from the rest. But there's a reason why he had those feelings, and what do you do when you meet someone who's that great of a person? You like them, you wants to be their friend, you wants to be close to them, and that was his problem. Despite all the feelings he had for her, she's still something that he's just destined to fail in - socializing.
Her friendship meant the world to him, its just the one friendship that he do anything or stood any low just to sustain it. But socializing is a tough bun, it goes both ways. When you sucks at it, no matter what you do, you just can't magically will the other person to see your friendship the same way you do about her friendship. He fails at being the friend she deserve, and so she or anyone would only see him for the failure he is.
What a dumb life he's in. Weird. Then again he's emotionally retarded and socially handicap. Probably its not that weird after all.
posted by Garry at 11:45 PM
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