Sigh

The feeling of being ignored, it really hurts no matter how many times. I guess it does so when its someone important to you, your only close friend left that you feel you could really talk to.

Sometimes, it just seems like a good idea to have a simple conversation until we realize that that simple conversation was more of an annoyance to the other person than anything else.

How does it feels like to be ignored by someone you see as your best friend (that you've had a tons of feelings for)? Well, its unfortunate I have to be all too familiar with this feeling.


I just feel like a lonely loser who's retarded when it comes to making friends and fails at every attempt.