I'm pathetic

But I guess, maybe most people, if they were to be in this position, feeling like they are losing something that meant everything to them, then maybe, one would be as pathetic as I am too. The feeling of being helpless, the perpetual failure and backfires despite your attempts to make things better. You're just being gripped with the desire to do something, and yet you've ran out of ways and means. Guess that's when the only thing that stands is honesty. The things that you really feel, the things that you really wanted to do but its all in vain.

I just wish I could have successfully made a different, and not let things got this bad...

I guess its true they say, it takes two to tango...