What went wrong...

I'm sorry that I'm too retarded to realize the mistakes that I make

Despite my best efford to be a better person, a better friend, a better man. I just wish I knew all these stuff like every normal person do.

But I'm not normal, I don't measure up to that standard, and I guess thats why I'm always the guy who admire others being something I could never be. All those people who meant a lot...

Sometimes I think they are lucky. But maybe I'm just too retarded to be...