Magic trick is an amazing form of entertainment, and what makes it amazing is that no matter how impossible something may be, it can be made to appears as if it happened. I've tried to learn some sleight of hand, and its amazing how simple sleights can do stuff such making a coin disappear or make a stack of cards seems to be appearing out of thin air.

Honestly, a times like this I wish I could pull off a sleight of hand magic and fix this miserable entity called life. I wish I could use a sleight of hand to undo my mistake which at that time seems like something so simple, but I failed to see the consequence.

I wish there is a sleight that can be pulled off and magically fix my broadband line last Friday.

I wish Dai Vernon had figure out a sleight that can magically fix friendships, that could magically convey how sorry we are for something that we never meant for it to be the way it turned out to be.

I know, the basic here is not to make any mistake in the first place, but as simple as sounds, its seems so hard for me. No matter how hard I tried not to, I always end up making my life a one big sorry.

I wish my line was never screwed up, I wish those bastards had fix it sooner, I wish wasn't such an asshole myself doing things I regret later on, I wish was more mature, I wish for this and that and more.

I wish I never damage some of the most important friendship I had.

Everything seems so good and simple a week ago, now I feel like I'm in a grave I dug myself and I don't know how to get out of it. I really miss it all...