Trying To Count The Stars

Hey, I wanna crawl out of my skin
Apologize for all my sins
Again...

Lately it seems that I keep making mistakes, I'm incapable of doing anything right. I don't have the right to make everything this hard, I don't know why I went down this path. Why why why did I have to be so screwed up. I think about all the mistakes I made for this past couple of weeks, how I stupidly turned down that suggestion and I've been practically going downhill since then, making one mistakes after another, and it just make me sick to my stomach. I'm sick of myself.

I really wish I have a magical means to fix everything right now, but everything seems beyond my comprehension.

I'm so sorry, LF. I really wish I hadn't screwed up this way. I wish I could say all of these cause I really don't know what else I can do right now. But it all boils down to this, that I'm truly sorry...